tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485123481014977395.post387958949621017050..comments2023-03-24T05:25:25.410-04:00Comments on Feels Like Home: Isn't it ironic, don'tcha think?Sidnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13367272656595536368noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485123481014977395.post-55829307758752219872011-10-11T12:12:39.530-04:002011-10-11T12:12:39.530-04:00Thank for you the compliment on the writing.
I ne...Thank for you the compliment on the writing.<br /><br />I need to find out if something is wrong with me. It would make this worrying less bothersome, I guess. I would be livid, and devastated and torn apart if I found out that I can not have kids, but it is what it is. I am trying to brace myself for it now. just in case. Two and a half years of trying - at least not doing anything to prevent it - and failing miserably has made me think it just isn't supposed to happen. Dammit.<br /><br />And as far as the guy? He is the ONE PERSON that could call me right now, and I would forget about all of the bad. All of the nights I cried about how much I missed him, how he snubbed me when I really needed a friend because I was going through some shitty times. I would forget everything. Because he is the one person who is worth it.<br /><br />Hopefully one day I will find THE ONE. It likely isn't him, I just THINK it could be. And then I will know why none of this ever worked out. Until this? Well, until then, this sucks.Sidnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13367272656595536368noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485123481014977395.post-86186953949314701992011-10-11T04:25:25.102-04:002011-10-11T04:25:25.102-04:00This is so well written & very heartwarming. I...This is so well written & very heartwarming. I hope one day you can find out, if anything just to put your mind to rest.Twad'dlerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16654809256721884639noreply@blogger.com