My heart is telling me to do one thing, and my head is telling me to do something completely different. I hate this. Hate, hate, hate it. I know what I logically should do... but is acting logically always the best thing to do?
I think it's time to break out the cards, do a reading, and see if that can offer me any wisdom.
Otherwise, I just sit. And wait. And wonder. And worry. And get myself all worked up over not a damn thing. And I keep asking myself: why the hell do I always put myself into these situations? Why am I okay with this?